Reddit reviews Panpsychism: The Philosophy of the Sensuous Cosmos

I like dipping in and out of conflicting worldviews, but if you want just one, from what you've written I think you might like panpsychism. I don't know of a lot of books on the subject, but Panpsychism by Peter Ells is an interesting introductory-level book.

There are more options if you want to go college philosophy level, but I've never read them. IMO Panpsychism is somewhere between philosophy and pop/amateur philosophy, but it's worth reading if you're interested. Personally I'm more a fan of Yogacaran "all is mind" but I don't know of a clear text on the subject, and if you're into something like physicalism that might not be your thing.