Reddit reviews Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil

Have you read Debbi Kempton-Smith's Secrets from a Stargazer's Notebook? I think her chapter on Saturn would speak to you. You've got Capricorn on the 4th, and Saturn in Pisces in the 5th square the Sun. And on top of that, a Uranus-Neptune conjunction in the 4th, square your chart ruler, Venus.

https://www.amazon.com/Secrets-Stargazers-Notebook-Debbi-Kempton/dp/1892881268

I would start by reading up on Saturn, in Debbi Kempton Smith's book and this one, Liz Greene's Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005EY7FXC/

27 years old and just entering the Saturn return... Certainly the next two years or so will bring more consciousness and clarity to the Teacher’s lesson for you, I suggest to meditate and ask yourself deeply what you want and need from a relationship — what fulfillment do you desire from a partner? Oftentimes, by consistently denying us just that, Saturn is (slowly) teaching us to cultivate those qualities from within, without having to rely on someone else or the outside world for security. Good luck to you!

Perhaps check out my favorite book on Saturn by Liz Greene: Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005EY7FXC/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1